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To any of my friends.

June 2nd, 2008

I am not some emo kid, nor am I some ass who likes reposting bulletins in the hopes that someone will respond to them.

I am a friend, and I hope that you know this.

To any of my friends, no matter how long its been since we’ve spoken, I want you to know that you are always in my heart.

No matter what happens to you, I am always there as a mentor, a buddy, a friend, just some dude to chill with.

I am always there, never forget that, because I forgot that once and to this day it still affects me in what I let happen to myself and others because I thought I was alone.

I say this again, in the pain you feel you are never alone, I share your burden with an armful of love and compassion. Whether it be a hug, or a lengthy conversation on the phone talking about whatever you need to talk about.

We all say that our friends are in our heart, but you need to mean it. You can’t just say that to hide any pain you are feeling because it won’t make it go away.

If you let me in, I will be in your heart, I will be with you forever, staying by your side no matter where you go, when your sleeping I’m dreaming your dreams for you and by your side.

I don’t care what you’ve done to get into the position you are, if you need any help, any advice, any thing at all that I can help with I will gladly do it.

Why do I do this?

Because I have faith in humanity as a whole, I believe that the majority of people that act retarded (purposly of course) because they either don’t know any better or are trying to hide something from the world.

For those who don’t know and do not care to know I have no sympathy for you, stay out of my way and don’t intervene with my life, for those who wish to know any relatively intelligent person can push you in the right direction.

For those trying to hide something from the world, I ask the question “do you think your the only one” I’ve felt what you’ve felt, and if I haven’t there are thousands of people that have. Talk to them, most of my friends live in rural areas unfortunately so face to face contact is sometimes not very prevalent, but there is this wonderful thing invented by Alexander Bell called the phone, apparently it lets you talk to people any where in the world.

We live in the most amazing society in the world, where we are (for the most part) allowed to do anything that doesn’t harm another person. Think of that for a second, anything. You have no right to deny yourself from doing anything great, but you can’t do anything great without starting to become great. Nobody runs before walking, its a lie.

I have no reason to write this essayish thought. Other than the fact that I believe that people have forgotten that there is always help for you. The pain is shareable and curable. And that people love you unconditionally for whatever you are and whatever you do.

I mean this as neither a religious statement nor as a sentiment of attention.

I am one of those people, I love all of you. Remember that.

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